The sound of the rain at 3am makes me realise how truly lonely I am

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"You still love him," he says, half question, half demand.

"Of course I don’t." She replies.

But then part of her wonders whose arms she’d run into if she still had the choice.

"You still think of him," he whispers, when she’s turned off the lights and lies there trying not to give her thoughts away.

"Go to sleep," she says.

But when her eyes are closed and she drifts between consciousness, she swears it’s his voice she hears and his fingers tracing the rise and fall of her ribs.

"Do you miss him?" He asks.

"No." And it’s not a lie, not really.

But part of her still remembers how he made her smile and how she buried her 2am laughter into his chest. Part of her still questions the possibility of seeing him again, and she thinks, maybe just once, for old time’s sake.

“Would you go back?” He finally asks.

And she can’t help herself.

"Yes." She says, "yes."

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #73 (via blossomfully)

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"Don’t promise when you’re happy,
Don’t reply when you’re angry and
Don’t decide when you’re sad."
anon  (via sexual-feelings)

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my autobiography

its me.



please no halloween posts just yet. there’s still 2 months left

did someone say halloween

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"My desires in a relationship have changed over time. I no longer want someone who promises to always love me and never leave me, I need someone who understands that life happens and sometimes things don’t work out. I don’t want someone who sugar coats things and never gets angry with me, I need someone to tell me how it really is and put me in my place. I need to be able to go five hours without talking to you and not feel lost or incomplete. I am complete without you. But with you, I want to be so much better. I want to be stronger with you. I want us to grow together and help each other grow individually. I don’t need you, but I really fucking want you. And this may not work out, but the fact that you understand all of this and this how our relationship works, makes me think we’ve got a pretty good shot."This is why I have so much faith in us (via boobslyn)

This. Right. Here. Yes.

(via mymostcreativeformofselfharm)

It’s amazing how much I’ve changed to this now.

(via stillsuchhope)

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